My heart, that you’ve stolen, is breaking.
It hurts so much not having you here
I know the answer is in my hands
But they’re tied up behind my back

My only hope of freedom… I need a sense of control
A part of me that’s normal
Maybe it’s of the world, but that doesn’t matter now
I'm careening off this road

You told me, you’d always be behind me
I can’t really tell if that was a lie
You know that game? Called trust?
I think I just hit the floor.

What I really want to say
Without all the poetic nonsense,
Is that I can’t function without your friendship
I can’t breathe knowing you don’t care

So close, too close,
and yet so very far.
I just want to have your friendship
I never want any more than that

I don’t want her to be jealous
And I don’t want you to leave
I don’t want to be left out again
If only you knew how I bleed.

If you thought about me
Like I thought about you
I know that we wouldn’t be here
And I'm sorry that it isn’t true.

There’s no rhyme, or reason, here.
There’s nothing of importance to say
This isn’t about what I can come up with,
I'm just trying to get it out.

Out of my heart, out of my mind
And off my chest, if you will
I guess it’s sad you won’t read this
Now, I think I’ll take the blue pill.

Give it a week, and you’ll forget me
Because I know that’s the way that they want it
Give it a month, and you wont have a choice
Because you chose to not have a voice.

I’ll shout and scream,
If I thought you would listen
But it’s obvious that you don’t care.
You care enough, only, about them, to stay away
‘cause friends… too much for her to bear.

I want you to know I don’t care.
Whatever it is that they say.
But it’s oh so hard to fight for you
When you keep on walking away.

If you stay gone, I swear my heart
Will close up, stop beating, decease.
Life wasn’t meant to be lonely
But you would rather them, than me.

So maybe, after all this,
There’s just one thing I want you to know
I’ll be here, when she’s gone.
Because that’s how it always goes.

I’ll be the one.
I’ll put your friendship back together
Then I’ll shrink back into the dark.